Wazzz uppp blog..

Oh blog...our relationship hasn't been so good. but anyway. .
{CAUTION IF YOU ARE IN A GOOD MOOD DON'T READ THIS THIS MAY E/A FFECT IT}

Side note ( I might find a girlfriend. It seems like everyone is getting one now. Like pets :D )
There is this fine ass chick in my Spanish 3 class but her teeth are kinda fucked up.. so....yeah..maybe not. I disregard all of my morals and be a man. Maybe be a heart breaker

OHHH yeahhh I noticed that I don't have a best friend.. (This really made me sad)...You know, that childhood friend that everyone has...I don't have one.

My life really fucking sucks right now.. the job that I was guaranteed to receive fell apart.
I don't know if I was more pissed or upset. She said that in a few months the job would be mine.
This woman is a family friend and reasonably trustworthy. She isn't lieing. Trust me

In the mean time....... I am back at Wendy's...fuck my life.. it is so boring there. I only went back because I need to come up with 381 dollars by October for student fees.


While commenting on Brenden's status on facebook today, I noticed that I have never loved anything in my entire life. I've liked many things and I would be sad without certain things...but I've never felt the need to love anything or anyone.
Has Hollywood blinded me ??? Am I expecting love to just appear? Maybe I've experienced love before ,but It just wasn't up to par on what I expect it it be?

"Statistically"( I use this term lightly) we are all approaching the age that most of us will die in crazy accidents. This sucks. Everyone be careful . Seriously.


*I kinda miss everyone but I really can't complain because if everyone was back we wouldn't have time to see each other anyway. * I've excepted this already.

"Slap a saddle on that horse fly"

Had fun this weekend with Maddy.

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This is what we do most of the time. Just a look at the "real" us.
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'Round The World

So I played a joke on my mom. AHHAHA very funny!! I found a picture on the Internet of some people dancing or something and I super imposed myself into the picture. They are like in China or somewhere. My mom saw the picture and freaked out!!. It is on my facebook under "Hanging out" if you want to get a better look at it.
"Where were you?!?! New Orleans?" hahahhaah

Mom thought she saw Khanh on the left (Yellow shirt) and Sandra somewhere. I had her going for minutes. I finally told her that I didn't go anywhere and she DIDN"T believe me!! HAHAHAH

I love mi Mum

Signing A New Tune

Head Hunt
Kristin's party was really fun. (Nothing ironic intended with the following paragraph)
I'm a beast at volley ball and "I can get low at limbo and I can jump like a frog"
I scared Kelcey when she was on the playground and she later decided to smear an orange on my face when I wasn't paying attention. I retaliated with the 10x(times) harder rule. I smothered a Sloppy Joe all across her face! Muhahahhahha Bitch get some. lol Torrean helped me hold her against the wall. It felt like a very strange rape team. lol She over reacted and took her shirt off. :/ She was wearing a bathing suit underneath. She said I got some Sloppy Joe in her hair and her shirt. I will admit to the hair, but I didn't even come close to the shirt. I later made a reference to Kiki about the situation after Courtney spilled some water on her.
" You going to take your shirt off too?"
" Um... No. hahaha. Your bad."

Music hunt
I've been trying to put together an amazing playlist recently. While on my hunt I decided to sign a song that I found. It is kinda fast and I am asking an sign language youtuber to take a look at the lyrics that I planned out to see if they are in the correct word order. I have a fear of being insulted by the def and ASL community.

College hunt
I took care of some much dreaded business today at the Jackson County Campus.
At lunch with my mom today. I met her at her office. Ly Buffet.
I was telling her that the last time I was there I ate with at thief. We talked about my dad some. When we were done eating I asked her if she wanted to go with me to the ATC. She agreed.
Turns out I have to contact my Electronics teacher....that bastard..
He needs to write me a letter of recommendation.
I called Gautier High today to get my transcripts delivered. Mrs. Shook answered and transfered me to Mr. Woodward. I waited on the phone for 10 mins.... no one picked up the phone..... Still need to do some things.


Crap I just remembered... I was suppose to run with Robert tonight.....DAMN!!!!!

Bye need to do that. I'm not a liar...

Playing catch up

Ok...I wanted to give the run down because it feels like I've been gone for 3 weeks.

Gone for 3 days.
swimming....rain...fishing...not sleeping....getting pissed..laughing.. long walks in the dark...telling stories..trying to sneak into a hidden bunker in some stranger's yard...F-N crazy

Killed windows OS completely and give birth to Ubuntu. LOVE IT!!

No phone.. no facebook...no connection to people I love to hang out with.
The phone and facebook wasn't a big deal.
I felt like I was being spammed when I got reception..

I ate Church's chicken for the 2nd time in my life.


(the crew) Vs (other group of friends I always hung out with)


I love the crew. Just saying.., but I miss the other group.

I feel like I'm falling behind with some of the other group.

_Crew_ _Other Group_
Khanh Ryan
Paul Stephen
Erica Robert
Torrean Tyler -
etc everyone else I like. (Long list) RJ...Billy....Spicers (plural)

I want to be close to both groups.. I feel closer to the crew though. The conversations are always so much better.

rule of life. Put yourself in an atmosphere that you feel most comfortable.

Hung out with some of the best hommies I have ever met. let's just say...It was something like this.. haha ☻☻☻☺☻☻☻ Guess which one was me. ha

Me:"Mom, do you care if I go bowling?"
Dad: with who?
Me: Torrean and Julianis
Dad: who???
Me: some black friends
Mom: Have fun honey

My dad just walked in and I have to go.. bye later

Parties and Porno

Torrean has a blog now.. Now i have to watch what I say lol Just kidding.



So I've been kinda lacking on my blog biz-naz. My life is kinda at a standstill, trying to build the courage to tell my parents what I want to do with my life is harder than I thought. My grandparents are down from Maine for graduation. I was told that my Grampy was dancing on the stage at the shed with his whiskey hidden inside his beer can. -sigh- ...sorry.



I didn't realize how dumb my dad was till I heard him talk. I don't know why I said that. He has been on my nerves on and off.



My sister(Mellissa) just broke up with her boyfriend last night. They dated for 2 years.. I hated him. He was cool though. He doesn't know how to do his own laundry or anything and they were going to move in together and go to college. Thank god or someone that she realized that she would be doing it. She told him she wasn't going to be his maid and she ended it.

He will most likely come back around. They have gone on so many trips together. Kayaking trips, Hiking trips, Grand canyon trips, .. etc MILLIONS!!



My grandparents are meeting Maddy's boyfriend tonight. They have been dating for 3 months. He's cool. I haven't really held a conversation long enough to determine if he is uneducated yet. I have heard him talk before and he sounds dumb.



Speaking of dumb. ...let's just say that when I was in the office today they wanted me to pay $234 for my AP test... FUCK THAT!! I told them I was on free lunch. I have to write a letter saying that I can't pay it. Erizzel should do the same thing.

Graduation is tomorrow and so is Erizzel's party. I'm excited. Erizzel's party first, then graduation, then Ali's.
I feel like a party whore. haha

Today my grandparents asked me what I wanted to do with my life.. I said die young. lol That should throw them off. They only know me based off of pictures and what my parents say. Both don't know squat about me. My grandpa thinks I'm dumb.. so I'll let him think what he wants.

My other set of grandparents are trying to force money down my mouth every chance they get. " we will pay for your school." blah blah blah.....

I will NEVER take the money. I don't want them holding that above my head.

Well I'm done. I know this isn't a very good blog. I guess I've gotten rusty. haha I'm uploading a porno video that we shot today onto youtube. I wonder how long it will take before it gets ban.

Climbing the tower

First let me start off by saying that Karma is a bitch and I'm being punished.If I have a strange walk tomorrow, you know why.

K-dog: So did you get bit by another snake yet?
Me: haha.. No. I guess y'all haven't been mean enough lately

1 day later...I broke my toe playing football. Saturday night

Carpe diem has really been on my mind lately. Ever since I climbed on top of Mrs. Blackwell's desk I have had the urge to have that feeling again. Friday night .. well.. Saturday morning.
3 AMsh. I climbed the water tower across the street from my house.. The view was amazing. I felt like I was seeing around my house for the first time. I don't think I will tell Mrs. Blackwell about that. haha


I was really sad Saturday night. I haven't teared up in a very long time and I never cry.. ever.
I have been talking to my sister(Mellissa) more than I have ever talked to her before. We hung out Saturday and Mothers Day. We are in the same situation friend wise. We both 'had' one friend that was always a moocher and was never a true friend. We didn't know why we would always hang out with them. They were nothing like us.
Strangely enough, We both( Mellissa and I) ended our friendships with our best friends this weekend.
Tyler has been my best friend since 5th grade. We hang out all the time and eat breakfast together, but I knew he was a bad friend. My parents have always told me that he was bad and I shouldn't associate myself with him. I didn't listen. So many years of questionable friendship.. Yet we always hung out.

I have told myself before that I should not be friends with him. But sometimes he is cool and fun to hang out with.

I pretty much had it when we all met up at someones house to play football at the soccer complex. I always drive to the complex and someone always drives too. Usually alternating between Robert and Stephen. We always have 2 car loads of people. Well.. this time I said I wasn't going to drive. Everyone was cool with it because they know I drive every where. No one wanted to volunteer to drive.. we sat there for a good 10 mins.. then Robert and Stephen said they would drive. Tyler said he wasn't going to. I got so fucking mad. Tyler NEVER drives. NEVER... His reasoning was SHIT. A first grader could have came up with a better excuse.
He tried to turn 2 other friends against me... just like him.. but I got to them first and told them the whole situation. He was poising their minds with lies. SO FUCKING LIKE HIM..
I made amens with the 2 other friends. Explaining that it was wrong of me to try to make them pick sides knowing they like both of us. I told Tyler that I can not be his friend. That we were both thinking it so we mine as well say it. I'm going to make plans to eat breakfast with Ali or somebody. She used to eat with us sometimes.

I don't have 1st block anymore so I don't have to sit by him. I'm trying to be as mature as I can about this but I know he is going to make it difficult. I don't care if he talks shit about me. I'm not going to retaliate. I am and I will always be the bigger and better person. I don't think of myself of having questionable morals. I hope people know that when I say "I'm your friend" you get the whole friendship package. Secrets are kept, your name defended, and my 100% support.
The only thing that has kept me going is the reasoning I have made myself believe.
He is the one that lost a good friend, I'm just that fool that had his company.

[Friendship terminated]
I will still hang out with our mutual friends, They have already asked me that. I laughed and said why would he have ownership of your guys? It's not a custody battle. haha